joints, While he gets some redemption, he also makes terrible mistakes Dance Lessons Severus Snape x Lucius Malfoy Although a bit off the prequel&x27;s grim tone follows in the first chapter, it quickly collapses into a delightful froth powered a ditzy Dumbledore and a discombobulated Snape It is similar to Waiting&x27;s story Count to Three (HarryRonHermione) (defunct, Wayback) Count to Three (HarryRon. what-ifs It had been a small thing that had sparked it off and a simple reply that caused Sirius&x27; life to change for good. just please stop. Just said hello, comforted him, stopped him from crying. Remus hadnt gotten an aura. Hes breathing, but its not hes he shook himself. Thats normal, too, Sirius didnt think hed bitten his tongue, not yet at least. Harry looked up to him questionably but kept silent as his godfather hadn&39;t given the safe word yet; their lessons drilled into him well. . , and then as soon as it was four minutes and one second, there were only fifty nine seconds left, and then less and less and less. He called 999 at four minutes and thirty seven seconds. He fell onto the ground and Sirius ran to Remus. He was pinching his phone between his shoulder and ear. He took some peas out of the freezer to start thawing. If I could help you with that, I would, Sirius said. Second, as always, I only write happy endings, but this fic will discuss a lot about fear and recovery when dealing with chronic health conditions from different perspectives. before? Harry choked out when he saw the looks of fear in their eyes. His phone was next to the sink, and he grabbed it, messing up his passcode twice before he finally managed to unlock it and click on the timer app. Remus had told Sirius he was pretty sure hed caught it from some lady whod sneezed on him at the caf, and as disgusting as that sounded, Remus had just laughed it off. There were a thousand things Sirius wished hed done differently that day. Okay. Sirius had never seen Remus get to four. Sirius started deleting his text to answer the question, but another from Regulus interrupted him, he thought. &0183;&32;Mentions of abuse Mentions of abuse He gets abused, tormented, and has fallen into a deep depression harry potter fanfiction snape sees scars on harry, harry potter fanfiction harry tortured in front of sirius, During a break from testing in their fifth year, the group of Gryffindor friends known as the Marauders James Potter, Remus Lupin, Peter Pettigrew, and. Mentions of abuse Mentions of abuse He gets abused, tormented, and has fallen into a deep depression harry potter fanfiction snape sees scars on harry, harry potter fanfiction harry tortured in front of sirius, During a break from testing in their fifth year, the group of Gryffindor friends known as the Marauders - James Potter, Remus Lupin. AN- I do not own Harry Potter. The puree ones? Remus asked. He needed to find his keys, Okay, Regulus sighed softly, and Sirius realized belatedly that they had the same tendency to say, when they werent sure what else to say. Should he call it at four and a half minutes, so that it would give him time to say, on the phone, it's been five minutes? Harry couldnt ride in the ambulance with them, and Sirius couldnt leave Harry home. I feel like the tin man.. It made Sirius suck in a breath. which, yes, means a bit of a cliffhanger. They had. It didn&39;t work. How many Tylenol can you take before its too many Tylenol? He put his own palm against his forehead, frowning. The phone rang twice before Hope picked up. There was the whole "and" there to buffer any fear he felt. Oh, Mama, Don't Fuss Over Me - Chapter 1 - third_crow - Harry Potter Its okay, Sirius said again, because he had to. Before, after, duringtheyd been over them. Its unpredictable, right?. That was normal. in the other room, and he shook his head, trying to force his thoughts to line up. Go on, drink your sports-drink, Sirius urged, turning to put the rest of the groceries into the fridge. There was saliva and blood pooling under his cheek. Hey, Moony? He gave his phone number to someone. On the day that he actually talked to Harry Potter, Draco was terrified. And Sirius had to think it was worse, knowing his past so well, because now his mind was pointing out all of the differences, here. "They'll be there in just a second, you should hear them soon.". Sirius glanced over at his phone and realized the timer was still going, and he shut it off blindly, not wanting to see the number. Sirius had been impressed with the binder when he first saw it, organized with color coded tabs and records of surgeries and medications and drug interactions and blood panels while Sirius hated that it was necessary, he found himself wildly appreciative how prepared Remus was for this, even if Sirius himself wasnt. 2022. . Okay, Harry, Ron, Hermione, and Neville all find themselves searching for answers in a dawning Age of Warlocks - an age in which powerful wizards are trophies for godlike beings, coveted pawns in a high-stakes inter-dimensional game of chess. is he alright? Make sure the areas clear, and if it stops, you can move him onto his side to help recovery,. Its stopping, I think. "No, he's he's going again," Sirius rasped. Okay, Sirius breathed, but the dial tone was already changing. platinum symbol. He could have done anything. but yeah, as i said in the intro notes, this fic is gonna talk a lot about both sides of the experience when dealing with a chronic health condition, particularly the 'scarier' parts, from both Sirius' pov and from Remus' pov since i think both sides are interesting and complex topics to write about, and i hope they're interesting for you to read about as well :), and fr, next chapter is gonna have the comfort part of the hurt/comfort i swear. Notifications started popping up, and Harry was babbling louder now, calling . He put his palm against Remus head and then flipped to the back of his hand. Dont stick anything in my mouth. made Sirius feel just a bit less tense. He was sick, right?, It was just a cold, Sirius shook his head. No He handed Remus medical binder to someone. After their beautiful wedding, Draco supposes he has to hold up his end of the bargain on the topic of offspring. I think green tea has caffeine, so thats out. He turned back to Remus, who had draped his arm over the back of the couch, facing backward to watch Siriuss search. His whole body jolted all at once. Which service do you need? EWE, disregarding Sirius, Remus, and Colin Creeveys deaths, sequel to My Big Fat Pureblood Wedding. How he ever thought he would be able to drive himself to the hospital was lost on him. Off brand sports-drink? she greeted cheerily, and Sirius heart twisted. But it meant hed been suffering through his symptoms with only the help of acetaminophen for the fever and aches and saline spray for his congestion. Sirius, breathe, Regulus urged, and anything that Sirius had to protest in response to that came out in a sort of half cut-off hum. He squeezed his eyes shut, tipping his head forward to rest against Regulus chest, and the roaring in his ears was slowly quieting. Okay. Okay, Sirius murmured. Thats relaxing. Should I bring anything? They may have stopped running down faces but Harry knew- as did Sirius- it didn't stop the cracks inside. You got him help. He said it with such certainty that Sirius found himself believing him. Ambulance is about four minutes out.". And was there time built into that rule, the five minute rule, so that there wasn't danger right then at the five minute mark? This wasnt normal. An Aunt's Love by Emma Lipardi. Remus groaned, tipping his head back so it was leaning against the back of the couch. . 3 of Tom Harry fics Time Harry and Luna find out they are soulmates in a. loud house fanfiction different lincoln; goose parade netherlands. One thing at a time, Regulus squeezed his shoulder. he thought. the operator repeated, and Sirius shook himself. Harry was rather small and skinny for his age with pale skin and wild hair that went in every direction. Sirius nodded again. It sounded so obvious, something that didnt even need to be said. Theyd skipped getting safely to the ground. What happened to. Time it, okay? Remus? He felt a bit guilty sending what he sent where he sent it, but he needed someone to come, and the fastest way to make that happen was to message the chat hed made for sending christmas photos a few months ago because it had all the people who might be able to help. Breathe.. Sirius thought. Nah, we might get copyrighted, Sirius shrugged, and Remus barked a laugh. Cause of Death: After Harry and his friends destroyed all the Horcruxes, Harry enters a final duel with a weakened Voldemort. I shouldve checked before I went to the store, Sirius said, opening up a drawer to search. what-if. Heshes got epilepsy. What was the before? as well as "Okay, it it's stopped, or Sirius kept his hand on Remus shoulder. He felt a bit guilty sending what he sent where he sent it, but he needed someone to come, and the fastest way to make that happen was to message the chat hed made for sending christmas photos a few months ago because it had all the people who might be able to help. but sometimes I get to four. Theres triggers, Sirius said, picking at the skin around his fingernails. He often dropped by just to say hello when he felt like it. start. ooh! Love is a deep, powerful, and ineffable emotion of attachment to, and affection for, another being or beings other than oneself. Hes still not waking up. Remus inhales were becoming longer than his exhales, catching against his throat so they grated in his throat. but they didnt have It was a common cold. He didnt mean to, but it happened nonetheless. and toilet paper because theyd run out, but that was beside the point. But if you waaaaant you can follow me on tik tok for more "live updates" ;) @third_crow. This was how quickly things could go wrong. Andys text came through next, Suddenly he regretted messaging so many people at once. "It's it's really fast, though, is that", "That's okay," Without Wormtail, Sirius would not now be dead. What was next? Keep breathing, he said. 1 It gives those who experience it the. Sirius wiped at his eyes with the back of his wrist and picked up his phone with shaking fingers, trying to get back to the stopwatch. "Just tell me if it's strong or weak," I just killed Harry Potter". Theyd skipped clearing the areabut he could do that now, right? His eyes fluttered, but he didn't open them, and he made a sound in the back of his throat. Hes okay. They couldnt just skip them, they couldnt. No one talked about what happened after five minutes, he found. I dont usually go longer than three minutes. Andys gonna be here in a bit. Open your eyes. He needed to get up. The seconds started ticking up. But her tone. There were fuck, Sirius couldnt make his thoughts catch up to the reality that was in front of him, the reality that Remus had dropped like a rock and gone straight into it, no warning, no aura, no nothing;there and then gone. My partners having a seizure. He pulled off his sweater and laid it out under Remus head as carefully as he could without touching him and then glanced at the stopwatch. 23. . It hadnt even been that bad. Lets call Hope.. he urged himself. As he set the bottle down, he started coughing, thumping his own chest. Oh, thats the melatonin. I know what to do. four Why wasn't he breathing yet? If I knew youd be so upset about If it looked like this. Were not doing. Brothers, and all that. Youre doing good, Sirius murmured, ducking his head between his shoulders a bit. Little Neko - Chapter 4 - DayDreamer315 - Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling The result is this story. Can you call Monty back, tell him were good? Maybe theyre in the walls. What what do I even, It was just a cold, Sirius shook his head. His shoulders went lax, and as soon as Sirius saw that last thread of tension leave him, he wasted no time turning him onto his side. 5. northwestern lacrosse. Put me on my side, You said hes having a seizure?, Yeah, Sirius managed. Nothing ever made this easier. Remus sort of puttered about his life as usual, sniffling every so often and huffing just a little bit more when he had to stand or sit. 27. . Yeah, Sirius said. I might not breathe very well. I dont usually go longer than three minutes, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafs, yes its another hozier title dont come for me. sound and took it from him. getting help, Hes breathing weird, Sirius found himself saying, but his voice sounded like someone elses. And for some reason, the first thing Sirius said when the operator picked up was sorry.. all_monster, slurpy_slurp, joaca04, AuntieNeko, venusvalentine, astrolupins, ginger_menace, B1ackCatChatsBack, sadcoffeeb1tch, EmelieK, 12226, gayfirefox, Softgo0, geekyballerinakate, wasabibi, Okay_quail, Mensch_anthropos_human, Zozo_Dove, thetrillquill, Marauders_fan09, issyhacon, niallwrongband, CuthulhuIsMyLordAndSavior, ScaryMicrowave, C0ffeej3lly, smajliksar, MissAoiffe, babeer865, ri29, swagdab, plutomoony, cxrsedmoon, sadhomosexual, XXLoveLifeXX, definitivelybad, connieready1758, Camel_corner, tam5015, Gracyn_bella, ScorpioDoubleSag, Marauders_Amber08, succulent_nurturer, Bittersweet_W, midnightsmoony, A_LittleChaos, renegade06, Kin_of_depressed_dead_wizard, Jsndhehdbdjdn, doodoo12, lilgreengremlin, and 370 more users As long as youre sleeping, Sirius mused, because it was true; Remus hadnt slept almost at all the night before. The silence was almost deafening, no more siren, no more wail, no more phone buzzing. was, because he was still wailing as loud as his little lungs would let him from his bedroom. I think if you have to ask, you mightve gotten there already, Moons, Sirius said sadly. His arm was sliding off of the granite corner of the countertop, and his shoulder was colliding with the barstool to his right, and his body was thudding against the hardwood, and the only warning Sirius got was his name. A million things he wished hed done differently. Thats all it had beensomething simple, congestion, body aches, a sinus infection at worst. "I know. Replied the invisible blob. Op Harry. They had little fun facts on the lids, Sirius recalled. breathed. He wanted to cut this out of his memory as well, if he could. What was next? Four minutes and seventeen seconds, if you were looking at the timer, but it didnt matter. He put the kettle under the tap and started filling it. bad. , and then as soon as it was four minutes and one second, there were only fifty nine seconds left, and then less and less and less. One night while out on the grounds of Hogwarts, Remus smells the s of his mate and fallows it Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets "I thought you were going to buy me a present Missing POA moment - Remus sees Harry on the train Remus Lupin imagine Fanfics Fanfictions de Harry Potter de todos os gneros Fanfics Fanfictions de Harry. "I don't want to leave him," Sirius choked. . That must be it, right? Harry whined, finding himself suddenly in a halter top, blonde, curly wig and knee high boots with fishnets and short shorts. Hed done something wrong. And then they were gone, and they closed the door behind them, and Sirius was alone in the space between the kitchen and the living room standing with his hands in front of him like he was reaching for something, but nothing was there. The breath punched out of Remus lungs all at once with a strangled sort of shout, the way it always did when he was about to hit the worst of it, when his breath was about to become strained and thin and painful, and with that awful, thready moan, Sirius mind seemed to snap into place. He practically sprinted back to Remus' side. A womans voice filtered in through the phone. But Remus Lupin was also certain that Sirius Black, James Potter, and Lily Potter were dead, too. harry potter seizure in front of sirius fanfiction. . NeonicBeast. Theyd skipped getting safely to the ground. Helps gonna be here soon, and theyll make it better, okay? You taking a second to catch your breath doesnt delay that. It had been a small thing that had sparked it off and a simple reply that caused Sirius&x27; life to change for good. The end of the stick lit up, making his face visible through the darkness. Regulus opened his phone. he read off of one box. Dont move him while hes still seizing. Fuck, Sirius cursed again, jumping to his feet so fast he nearly tripped. Okay? He missed the button at least three times before he got it to reset and start. I need to, he urged himself. wayfair leather recliners. loud house fanfiction different lincoln; goose parade netherlands. Remus convulsed. Im gonna call you a cab, he said. Okay, That was the only warning. At three minutes, thirty-seven seconds, it seemed like it was slowing, but then it wasn't, and there was another one of those terrible choked sounds those were the worst, Sirius thought. Can you time it?". Chapter 4: Consequences of an Unknown Event. Just talk to me, After the shock of losing Sirius, Harry becomes depressed. It would be okay. He wanted to cut this out of his memory as well, if he could. Hed gotten to three and a half, and three and a half was okay, but now he was at four. Weve got Sirius muttered, turning back to the drawer. There was no aura, no warning, no metal taste, no sense of something coming. Slower.. It really. felt infinite it felt safe. But right before sixth year, he is diagnosed with leukemia, which is not treatable by magic. Sit for a second, okay? content warnings: in depth description of witnessing a seizure. A million other ways this could have gone. Regulus started opening cabinets in the kitchen, but Sirius stared down at the floor. Twenty seconds to be safe. Because if there was danger right then, maybe it should be a four minute rule so that there was at least a minute for the dispatcher to send the ambulance and get it there in time for five minutes? Okay, Sirius murmured. He still wasn't breathing. everyones It was just a cold. in the other room, and he shook his head, trying to force his thoughts to line up. Harry Potter and the Stargate - linffn(13052799) Remus wasn't fast enough, Sirius lives, Harry goes through. Alright, thats thats good. Its been five he pulled the phone from his ear, and put it on speaker, checking the timer app again. He watched, and he waited, and he forced himself to calm down, to handle this the same as any other seizure. Four minutes was only sixty seconds from danger, which had no Labor of Love - Chapter 1 - QueenyMidas - Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Instead, Remus knees were already buckling. The first time had been an accident; he was nine, playing with the landline and clicking buttons just to see what they did because they made funny noises. Four minutes was different. At five, call 999. so maybe Sirius should have called an ambulance right away. Lovely, Remus sighed. Youll give me fever dreams.. whom? started ringing in Sirius ears. Every single magical felt it, including the children. It was time to find out what that was. His elbows locked. Sirius cut himself off, though, because Remus arms suddenly went slack from where they were locked over his body before, and his chest jolted once, twice, stilled, and then he. When Sirius was sick, he made it. Sirius breathed, trying to still his shaking hand so that he could feel it. I know, I know, but look, its blue! Sirius held out the bottle to Remus, and Remus made a little